Thinking, which is what I have always been good at has become difficult for me lately. I've been taking the unsusaly long way about things instead the clear cut direct approach. I think its the weather, the stress of the holidays, or maybe its that damn Mercury Retrograde.
Mercury rules thinking and I have not been able to think clearly. Like today I took a picture of drawing and then spent an hour in photo shop trying to process it and it didn't turn out the way i like. Then it dawned on me I have a scanner. Sure enough the scanner did it in thirty seconds and I have what I want now. Damn what's up with my mind. It sucks what that tool you have counted on all your life becomes faulty. I don't know what it is but I know that I have not been myself lately.
Here it is winter and a few weeks before Xmas and I had been trying to get into the holidays but haven't been able to just been cranky. I realized its my back. The cold weather tenses up my muscles around my back and I get irratable. I have also been working a lot and have taken away all my pleasures or my negative reinforcements like fast food, eating out, buying stuff I don't need, and TV. I guess I am left with a life without much Joy. Time to go on a holiday, though I think my brain is all already there.
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